December 2009
5 posts
Dec 31st
i am causing my relationship to fall apart. all i want is for us to be happy, and i’m pushing him away, like i end up doing to everyone.  the one person i want to be with, and i can’t keep it together.
Dec 30th
playing house
I’ve been babysitting since i was twelve years old.  my mom sent me, with a packed lunch, to walk over to the Oakwood Community Center at 8 am on a Saturday.  I spent the day, learning the American Red Cross’s babysitting course. It covered everything from fire drills to CPR/first aid and how to change a diaper.  Now, Ellie is twelve years old.  She just had her birthday last week. I...
Dec 29th
Dec 28th
108 notes
5:27 am- 6:45 am drove to Columbus, almost being blown off the road by wind, and barely seeing through pouring rain. 6:50 am. check in and security 7:10 am. bought a Coke to settle my stomach 7:24 am. sitting at the gate waiting to board at 7:55. there’s no one on facebook this early. :( 7:25 am. how blessed am i to have a direct flight to Boston where Charlie will be waiting!? so...
Dec 9th